“Honestly…”

honestly all i want right now is someone to share this blunt with.

i used to enjoy smoking alone before because i can sit with my thoughts and just relax but now smoking alone just reminds me how alone i am. those thoughts i use to like sitting with before now make me uncomfortable. so uncomfortable that i noticed ive been playing xbox alot while im high, not really for the game , or the fun, but to be in a gaming lobby with people talking to me.

and dont get me wrong, this isnt a cry baby looking for pity type post, this is a post of realization within my self. i have an ultra small circle of friends and work buddies but somehow i still feel like im by myself.

cue that “1 is the lonliest number” song…